Some sort of death frisbee?

I was going to say “earlier today” but I’ve just realized it’s nearly two in the morning, so yesterday, after I got home, I watched Noel’s new show and then sat around and like an hour later maybe we went out to eat and I’m not saying it’s related to Noel’s show, that’s more for a joke, (and I also have nothing to compare it to because I’ve never done drugs) but I was sitting in a restaurant and felt like I was on drugs. Like seriously, I can’t even decribe what I felt. It was kind of like my brain being on fire…which just now made me think of “Flames on the side of my face!” XD But no, really, it’s like my brain was on fire and I had all this idk nervous energy and I seriously can only describe it as feeling like I was on drugs, though, as I said, I’ve never done drugs so idek what that’s like.

It was slightly scary but it was also like idk like I was having a million thoughts at once and I just wanted to sit by myself in a room with like some giant sharpies and white paper and just scribble or something. Or I just wanted to do something and not be sitting there like a normal person in some crappy little pizza restaurant and it was really frustrating because I couldn’t describe this feeling at the time so I was just like super fidgety and everyone kept asking if I was okay and I could only say “No, but idk what’s wrong. I’ll be fine.”

I wonder if this is what it feels like to go mad.